I have just over a month left to go of this 100-day challenge and I really can’t wait. I’m not even gonna lie as much as I’m happy I set myself this challenge and I am of course sticking to it sometimes I feel like it’s a real headache. But its like they say: no pain no gain.
I’m almost there just another month Insha Allah. I think I will wait till the end to look back on the 100 days as to what I have achieved if anything at all.
Sometimes I feel all blogged out. No words. I can’t even say that I don’t have thoughts because even when I feel like that there’s always some kind of thoughts banging around in my head, that’s a nonstop thing. But I must say I think its been a lot quieter in my mind recently. I think that all this writing has something to do with it.
I suppose the act of writing and sharing your thoughts or emptying the bin that is my mind onto a word document or a piece of paper would be the reason for this. Letting those words out of the box and into a living space where other human beings can view it is surely a type of method for organising one’s thoughts.
I believed that my thoughts would be so jumbled that they wouldn’t make much sense if any to anyone. I can’t say that I completely believe the opposite now because I still haven’t been reading through my posts yet. That will be the great mission at the end of the 100 days. And I can tell you that I’m not looking forward to that either.
I feel that its like I’ll be going through 100 days of just reading what’s been in my mind, or at least a fragment of it. That should be interesting. I hope it won’t be as cringy as having to listen to my own voice. Is it just me or does anyone else hate listening to their own voice?
Its only when you slow down that you realise how tired you are. Maybe once this 100-day challenge is over I’ll just want a really long break. I’m due for a holiday actually. I would not just love a holiday; I would also love a holiday knowing that if fulfilled all my tasks.
I’m so tired right now I know I’m not even making sense anymore but I really didn’t want to be late with today’s blog post. I promise to do better tomorrow Insha Allah (God willing).